the best day of my life with the special one made me speechless till today.whenever people would ask about the holiday, i will just smile. he just made it happen. thank god i have him in life now. was so worried about us not working out and failed, but it turned out to be perfect.
you are just awesome so far my love.
mama love you papa
his picture @ bali .
i am sure he had fun
i was having negatives thought all the way
whether hes sleeping a woman or not
but thank GOD he kept assuring me not to follow my heart.
hes home now.
his first day at work. i am proud of his new job as a helicopter technician . he just do well in everything he does in life. i am so ashamed of myself sometimes. but i am trying my best to change myself for the best. insyallah . with his help and everyone support i can do it.
i am so inferior of myself nowadays. not having a good job like his other family members and stuf. i know where i stand in my life. dont worry honey i will try and change myself.
after august, i get my bonus. i will find a good job. insyallah.
everything was going smoothly, till that day. was shock about what happened. shits happens. yup so true. sometimes when shit happens then we realise what happened. i thought i was taking care of the r/s well. but either did i expect i was not. he was telling me stuff to make me realise how egoistic i was. it took me a day to realise what happened.
i was trying to save it but i failed. i was trying my best. but thank god. with patience
and endurance. i managed to pull thru with him. we may want to stay low. its okay. i was too rushing the other time. but now i have learnt my lesson.
i was taking things too lightly. it was not fair for him . it took time for my heart to accept reality. it was not easy for me to move on. everytime i tried but ……. its just easier say than done.
i just hope for the best for me and him. with all the plans that we made.
insyallah.
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